Le LiVin Zoul

I WANT TO GO OSAKA TOO!!

2011-12-03T11:05:00.002+08:00

Many ppl visiting my blog?

2011-12-02T09:49:00.001+08:00

oh my god, shock to see 47k view,I'll be flying to OSAKA in 2 days!!!!

2011-02-05T01:35:00.004+08:00

JAPAN | 4 Days

2011-02-04T23:58:00.006+08:00

Hungry?

Hello world!!

2010-09-20T00:40:00.005+08:00

I'm back~~, It's been like what ? half a year?

Sorry very busy man:

Well life is great but unfair haha..I took up my old hobby~~~ Snap Snap~~

Can u believe it I change my camera 4 times within 6 month!

Nikon D40x-> Canon EOS 550D-> Niokn D3000 (no more spare cash cause of stupid canon)->Nikon D90 (loving it)

emm... ok ok i know it's expensive but 1 thing I know, Canon sucks big time accept 5D mark II.

Anyway review on the Canon EOS 550D..

ISO 100-> have noise (red and blue dots grain) It's bad - since when ISO 100 have noise?

Yes! when the camera sucks!!

Oh well, alot of projects coming in and I've been busy closing deals, working day n night, So my hobby help me to relax abit,

Some of the shots:

Bangkok!!!

2010-01-26T16:09:00.005+08:00

HOLIDAY HOLIDAY,

Waiting dame long to go for a holiday oh mannnnn~~~ finally~~

My Insane colleague

2009-12-06T02:15:00.005+08:00

My Insane oblivious colleague..

Pizza~~

2009-12-06T01:58:00.004+08:00

One fine day, I had a very bad craving for pizza, inspired enough to make it my own.
As some of u may not know that I've been a chef for 4 long years, it's time to get it smokin' Went to Coldstorage and make 1 ...

And there she goes again -_-~~~!

Haha, ok met up with her class mate for dinner on wednesday and head home..

2009-07-15T03:10:00.004+08:00

คนๆหนึ่งเคยบอกกับเราว่า :

"จะอยู่ไปทำไมในเมื่อเธอก็รู้ว่าเขาปากหมา พูดจาหมาหมาอย่างนั้น ทั้งๆที่เธอเองอยากจะมีความสุข จะอยู่กับสิ่งที่เน่าเน่าอย่างนั้นไปทำไมอีก ในเมื่อเธอรู้แล้วว่ามันไม่มีค่า ?"

เสียใจและผิดหวังกับตัวเธอ....คิดว่าเธออาจจะเป็นรักแท้
แต่หันออกมาว่า ความรักของเธอคือการโกหก....

เพื่อนของเราอาจจะพูดถูกก็ได้.....

2009-06-26T15:35:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time almost a year since I last update can u belive it??!!

Whewzz. Been so uptight and busy (VEry BuSY) Apart from work I'm also doing little bit here and there. Gosh I need a break and planty of rest.. anyway my last post was incomplete so here it is, Well have has been wonderful...

2008-09-05T10:35:00.009+08:00

Just came back from Hong Kong. It was AWESOME!!! WONDERFUL!!!
and A whole lot of happening excitement!!!

1. stop was at the changi airport~

Have breakfast before we set off~~ HKG Here We come~~!!

Miss my friend~~` Terry

Thanks for the presents, the food, and alot of effort bringing us around showing us wonderful places, sightseeing and experience really really appreciate your effort. Although these 5 days was short but you made it simply wonderful and happening!! and thank you, see you again soon ya!!

Terry~`

Also to my another hongkie~~ Chun Ho~` thanks and I'll catch you again~~!!

Thaies & Hongkies

:::::TADA:::::
On the first day enjoyable sight seeing~~ like emm...

This is how airport express train looks like from airport to the city

Gunpla Expo~~!!!!!~~!!!!
Wooo~~~~~!!!

This place is Jim Ja Jui~~~
It's Tsim Sha Tsui for the correct one.

The tall looking building at the back is call Time Square, All the Gucci Fendi Dior
can buy it here at reasonable price.

Hong Kong nightlife~~is still shopping!!

Along this Nathan Road you can find all sort of product ranging from local $1 store to fashion and collectors items .

The Chocolate : Some hard-to-find branded fashion in Asia

2008-08-22T16:17:00.002+08:00

4 More days!!!! To Hong Kong and I'm going nuts!!

more Gunpla Gunpla Gunpla!!!!~~~~~~~~!!!!

totally got no mood to work my friends~~~

I see wired wired PPL!!

2008-04-09T23:39:00.007+08:00

Finally anniversary came, Things got better for both of us..
I just want her to be happy, That's all that matters..

Bought a TOY!!! Gundam Unicorn!! so cool!!
Been making it for the past 4 days!,and my hand full of paint!!

Nice right?

Got for her a couplr rings which turn out tobe the correct size cause
initially I don't even know her size!! and this is the first time I bought
it for anyone...

And she got me a gucci wallet which i wanteds for so so so so Loooonnnngggg~~~
Very happy!

We headed for Al Dente for Dinner !!

we had dinner pasta and pizza follow by Tiramitsu

2007-12-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

Chirstmas coming~~`

Haiz life still sucks... Fall sick like a dog...
Gd thing my anotherself still take care of me...

Daling got so many presents~~`
Soab soab~~`

My birthday I got ear phone and bed sheet~~~~!!

ARRRKKK life so unfair~~~~`!!

Christmas sux... And my this December sux~~~`

2007-12-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

Heartach... Felt in misery...

I miss you so bad.. so I decided to make something wonderful to kill time, to give it to you and for me to stop thinking about you too much.. cause it's driving me nuts..

In the end I get a chnce to see you... but what I could test was liqour in your mouth.. smell of liqour on your body... Do u think I would be happy by you to drop by and what I could see and feel was liqour? you can take care of yourself you said.. but did you do anything to prove and ensure that? you think I could trust you?

Please... for goodness sake what've you done and what were you thinking??!!

anniversary are just 1 hour away and my birthday is coming!!! can't you make me happy for a bit?

Work make you forget anniversary..
work steal your time away from me..
work there, what I hear and feel was unimportant, uncare, and lonely
Work which don't pay you OT..
and Work make you smell of liqour today...

Yet you still want the job... you crazyor what??!!

If you know it's hurting relationship then find a new one then...
other ppl can sacrifice why not you? what's so hard?

If you don't want to do it for me at least do it for relationship sake!!!
wake up your senses!!!

Cause this is my last take and I won't care won't torerate anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

Today was a busy day...

It's been a long time since I last blog.. Really a long time.. cause simply I don't wana spend my free time to blog..

Recently I felt down... dono what to do with my life...
I get so lonely... I get so bored... that's why i'm typing this..

Simply lazy to do anything else.. casue I miss u so much...

When I'm lonely and wanted hugs of comfort u were there working...

when I wanted your sweet words and words of care..
sometimes tones u give was corporate working tones..

When I quited my old job cause in the future I could have time to spend with you more and not caught up with work..

ended up you said my job like a wasted time... till now it still hurts me..

You said you have no appetite when u were working.. I went down and look for you just to keep you company even my time is short but I wana spend it just with you and only you...

Sometimes you tend to forget things... even anniversary... how could you?

It's just being said and undone..

Everytime I told you how I felt, how lonely I was and how much I need you..
you're at work and me at home everyday waiting... and u could only say busy or forget...

As time gone by the hurts kept getting bigger...

when... when u gonna realize how sweet you were, how adorable you were,
how you used to glace at me with your lovely eyes, how initiative you can be..
how u used to talk to me... with love and respect and not draging your voice or work up screaming at me when u just woke up... I don know what got into you...

Darling I love you alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLssssss!!! Don't treat me this way....
Pls be the Yvonne I used to know....

2007-10-08T10:37:00.000+08:00

:::MYSTERY OF THE MISSING SOCKS:::

Got up from bed.. after changing and getting ready to go for work...

I remembered I bought 5 pairs of socks last month...

and I washed 4 1/2 pairs about 2 days ago... ( which 1/2 already went missing)

Came to my surprise my socks got legs... Shit!!

Now 4 1/2 pairs all went missing...

I'm "Very Grumpy" today.... and my dad still giggle about it!!

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It's like 2 weeks since I last Blog so here's a brief discribtion: Fun, Joy, Laughter & Care...

::::Sat::::

Went out with darling.. Got myself a Hooter jacket... Love it!

Darling bought me a polo from G2.. hehe thanks darling.. and went on to donut factory for dessert...

::::Sun::::

Went down to Hello! Singtel to subscribe MIO plan.. Got myself a K810i

:::::Sat&Sun Again:::::

Spend a long weekend with darling... Very glad Very contented...

Bought her something.. but what is the reasons? only she knew..

Went down to Orchard Rd.. in the bloody hot afternoon.. Sweating like a mad dog~~

Just to get it...

She bought me a HUGO Boss 150ml.. So sweet!!!

Think for the next 1 year no need for me to get another smell...

Then went on to Serangoon Gardens for dinner went to this "Sticky Rice" Restaurent..

Got caught by the outlooks.. Thai food

Service: Very poor and the food sux!!!

The thai food they cook don't test like food but it test like foot!!

Sunday:::

Woke up early and went to her place to continue sleeping~~~

All for the day...

I Love You Sweet Heart~~!!

2007-09-27T20:01:00.000+08:00

Today is not really a good day for work...

Totally upset & sad...

Spending my time on a raining day.. it sucks...
I just wana spend my time with you...

I'll not let anything come in between our relationship.. cause I do treasure & cherish..
I'll rather cut of the root to prevent anything from happening..

You trusted me... I'll never spoile it.. It's not a promise but commitment..

I totally love the way you ran and hug me..
telling me everything would be alright...

I love the way you "DARLING!!!!" on the phone...

Guess I'm the one who need the strength now...

I love you my dear..

I wana tell you how I feel cause even if u feel it.. Hearing it is even better understanding..

I'll be all you need to know... and I'll never get tired of every single things you said..

Love, Tony

2007-09-25T15:25:00.000+08:00

Tired of waking up & go to work...

I just wana see your face each time as I open my eyes..

I Miss you...

2007-09-24T15:57:00.000+08:00

Friday: Went to watch "No Reservation"

It was totally sweet! Really sweet story~

Have "Dan Dan La Mian" for dinner before movie

at the cathay...not bad..

After the movie we went on to starbuck to have

some blueberry cheese cake~~ wee~~

Thanks darling..

Smooch Smooch!!

Saturday: went out to meet darling after work

then follow by dinner at crystal jade..

(o_0)~

(>_<)~~

You are so cute~~~!!hehe...

Came across this shop house in Katong
was attracted by the display of muffins outside the shop

then we went in to take a look...

there were several cheese cakes...

Darling went to order cherry cheese cake!!

OH MY GOD! It was F#$% nice!!

Real cherry

You Are Mine!!!and I'll nv let you go!

2007-09-21T08:48:00.000+08:00

It's better to let it out then to keep it to ourself,
Ya it's true.. cause it take 2 hands to clap... I miss you...
I've not been myself recently...

Guess we have to stop and looking back to our mistakes

Looking from where we stand in life..
How fortunate for us
and not to take things for granted
so in order for us to move on...
to appreciate.. to love... to care

I love you more then you can imagine,

Always & Forever.. and ever... a n.. E..v..e..r...

2007-09-18T10:52:00.000+08:00

Saturday went chom chom to have our dinner...

Wish life would be like that all the time during weekends..

I miss you god dame badly.... and It's getting worse..

This is what I had for past 2 months... every sngle day again and again till I puke..

Lack of sleep for past 3 months... my dark circle getting from bad to worse..

What happen to me... I don't even know..
They were shock when they see me...
"what have you been doing?"
" what has happen to you?"
"why you look so tired?"

All I could do is kept quiet...

From now on... I'll take care of my own self...
I don't wana hear anything.. I just wana see...
I'm tired... I don't wana hear anymore explanation...

2007-09-14T08:47:00.000+08:00

Loving me is not easy, but loving you is not easy either for me...
If u have the time.. imagine that you were me
do all the things that I've done for you and be there when I need you..

Being me for just a day, For just a day...

You'll understand and you'll find the answer why...

Love me more darling... love me more...

Put more of our photos in your friendster, tell them how badly you miss me..
tell them how badly you wanna have me... If you notice.. 3/4 of my friendster pic consist of "us"
Message me with your love and how you really feel...
so that I have a better understanding of you,

It'll not be just a sentence or two in the message... but a whole lot more..
Put me before yourself.. As I always put you before myself...
Learn from mistakes that you did... and you'll find the reason why..
Do things that pleases me, but not yourself..
cause it's me who will pleases you..

Soon after... I'll become you, and You'll become me...

I've cut my bad habits also do things that pleases you, that's why ya didn't get angry nor upset.
seeing you happy... that's what makes me happy.. hope you do the same cause it takes TWO to make miracles..

Yesterday was wonderful.. Went to buffet dinner, hmm... what did I had?
3 kg of beef? fish balls.. Prawns and crab balls

haha... I gain 3 kg after that... my god.. WEE~~~`

2007-09-10T15:28:00.000+08:00

Sad day, bad day and it'a a raining day...
My phone MMC got corrupted... My datas my messages and my photos all gone...

It's been along time and I've never change my card ever since like wad? 4 years?

I'm totally upset and pissed about it.. Most importantly was the messages...

239 messages of care, concern and love, It's hard to come by.. and it's sure hard to let it go..

Months and years of messages can never be replace, It wouldn't be the same and every single message was important to me dearly..

Even with a new phone or a new MMC card... somethings are better off unchange..
cause the "The Pieces Don'T Fit the same"

Most heartbreaking were darling messages.. ever since the first message she ever sent to me.. I do still kept... used to message each other day by day so often till we can't remember how many..

All those times I do kept, read it when I think of you and when I feel lonely, your presence is not but at least ur message can keep me warmth and comfort me when I'm down...

Now your sending of messages to me is lesser then before.. I know you're busy... or sometimes u forget to send... It's hard for me to accept or to accumulate it back.. it wouldn't be the same without it.. last time is like 6-8 or even 10 times a day.. with those sweet little words to cheer me up and to be there to comfort me, now it's like 3-5 messages a day? how long it's gonna take it back? 100 days? if u still continued sending me sweet little words, cheer me up as much as usual without me tellin you.. I DON'T MIND losing it all and accepting the new..

But the problem is I don't even know myself.. now even my phone calls u also missed it... Keep forgetting things.. Sometimes important things slip off your mind too...

2007-09-09T13:16:00.000+08:00

Happy Anniversary Darling!!!

Hehe very happy about it, Time has been good to us, no matter what happens I'll always be by your side...

Went to coffee club for dinner.. it was wonderful.. had fish & chips and Pasta..

I actually wana eat ur pasta, hahaha... oops =P

Yesterday went to Waraku for dinner.. Had CALPICO (yogurt soda)!!! wee~~~ and tsunami Curry udon... my god dame full it's a must try~~!!!

The bowl was gigantic!!!

I look super tired.. haha didn't get enough sleep for a few months

2007-09-03T01:01:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since I last update... So busy busy busy!!!
Wish i could just drop dead and resurrection again... GOSH!

DArling came over to cook on saturday hehe~

Snap her while cooking!!

haha!!!!

Best friend came for a visit! so Touch!!!
9 years of friendship!!! my god can't belive times do past by so fast..
He's more then just a friend.. but like a real blood brother to me...
Went to Indochine Opium Bar to chill!

3 drinks, A best friend, Myself & my another half
What more could a guy ask for in life~
I'm contented...

Saturday: Went to top Heli Landing of Swissôtel The Stamford
What is the view~~??

1 glass of red wine, 1 glass of champagne and a glass of beer.
I do deserve a break..!!

Sunday: went to comex 2007,

wah lao like shit la can~~
no discount, no offer, and the price is even more expensive!!

2007-08-12T04:22:00.000+08:00

Hi ppl.. I know it's been a long since I last blog haha, busy with my work..

Today went to catch "Secrets" Bu nen shua de mi mi..

The show is dame good but the spoil part is piano work like a time machine

like wth... but over all was satisfaction.. Love you talking to me in Thai..

I totally love it!!! your voice was totally sweey yill it melt my heart and make me go nuts!!

Anniversary day passed by not long ago really overjoy about it, even tough it's less time with a love one doesn't mean we're can't spend quality time together, I have put in more then I can give for once in my life, I'll not give it up no matter how hard it will be, I'll never leave you, I swear...

National day has come!!!

went to my former colleague home to cook Thai food haha!! I can't belive I can cook!!

and it's my first time cooking @ other ppl house!!

2007-07-30T13:44:00.000+08:00

This week has been a good & a bad week...

Earlier take over the job from former technician... OMG alot of paper work..
Left me giddy @_@~~.

Meet up with my otherself everyday after work, She came over for dinner,

I know you're tired I understand how u feel...

I've been there for 3 months.. I know how it feel...

I didn't complaint, futher more I cheer u up when u are sad and made your life more meaningful

u should know better.

Cam whoring in the school haha,..

Darling not feelin good on saturday, I slept at 7 in the morning.

you look so gorgeous when the moon light shine on your face while u asleep,

I felt the feeling of losing you forever for that split of 2 minutes, that very 2 minutes.... surrounded by walls, my voice calling your name echo in the air..

I body trambled to watch you unconcious... my finger trambled and I can barely dailed the number on the phone, the true meaning of I can't live without you, and I'll be there for you no matter what it takes truely shine... If I were to lose you that moment, I'll jump..

Cause there's nothing else worth to live for..

"I love you more then anything else in the world..."

Tears roll down.. make my vision blurry.. Glad that you're ok.. God, I just wana hold u forever...

When work is over load.. I always have this little space inside of me to be there for you 24/7

to give attention, care and concern just for you.. also the vision of your face in my mind all the time..

Just Don't let your work forget me...

All I want from you is just for a day.. as "OUR DAY"to go out and have fun, dinner, ur place or mine u name it... I do it...

IT's just 1 out of 7 days... It's not too much to ask right?..

I've show u love, protection, secure and commitment..

and done more then a boyfriend should..

You can see and you can feel fully...

What I could see would prove everything..

No hurry.. it takes time... like u said

And time will prove everything..

Sunday: Cook breakfast for darling

Garlic bread, Sausage, scrambled egg, Turkey and ham

YUM YUM~~~

2007-07-25T08:08:00.000+08:00

I'm LATEEE!!!! suppose to reach school at 7:20 am and I was late for 10 mins, Assembly started.. everybody looking at me like they wana eat me up... and I got stage fright... so I decided to ignor and go up to the office, Dame it... Now I'm dead~~~ I know it's a wrong choice but what do you want me to do? stand there and act blur? sorry I'm not those type..

2007-07-23T12:05:00.000+08:00

I was just a boy... asking you to love him...

I'll waitfor you, Even if it takes a whole life time..
At least give me a chance to prove to you... I said..

You have my heart, And we'll never be worlds apart..
When nobody's around .. That's when u need me there..
With you I always share..

You're part of my entity..
Here for infinity ...

2007-07-22T02:07:00.000+08:00

Starting my deployment in Payer Lebar Methodist Girl's School, Oh my god, super tired can?
haha bored to the max, well hopefully things are better in times to come...

Still need to work on saturday bloody hell, fuck it super pissed..

2007-07-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

First day of course, super headach...
so many things to remember even the form number~~ @_@ hin ah

Meet darling up after work, went to her place to have dinner
haha she cook for me~~ testy

She very "Naughty" today~ hehe

2007-07-15T18:05:00.000+08:00

Tml starting work @ Hewlett Packard ... Anderson Road

Pretty Nervous about it because when i went for interview they are very strict..

Advise : Be prepared, cause they are very particular and detailed. (do some homework)

Not easy to pass and not easy to get in into HP...

Now I'm still revising..

Just got back from sending my the other half home.. tired tired... haha feel like sleepin~

2007-07-14T23:23:00.001+08:00

Darling came over to meet me, and make up for the time we were not together for the last 9 days.. hee~~ so happy~`

Had BKT together...

Don't feel like waking up, ended up wake up dame late about 4 p.m.

Darling charger not working, Meet up with Jowy long long god brother of mine,

to catch up and borrow SE charger...

HAHA, went to eat Botak Jones together~

Darling had Giant Turkey sausage.. Advise : Don't order! (Dame Salty)

Me Fish n Chips but like Fish & Whole lot more chips~~

Eat until very full...

Hehe..

2007-07-13T14:19:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since I last blog, just got back from re-service k~
haiz.. I hate my hair it's short, it's black and it's ugly... arrk~ i'll never cut my hair again~~.

GSS bought a couple of things: Try this v neck at FCUK donno if it's nice, what you guys think?

I lo lo so I didn't bought

Then went to have free dinner again at far east.. Dame it... think I'll not go there again for a long time.. haha lolz.

Time for Desserts.. @ coffee club

Triple Choco !#$% Brownies W ice-cream...

Can't remember what it's called for this..

Oh sometimes back i came accross this sign board in katong

24 Hrs but close on "Monday"and the "Koot" spell wrong~It's "KUT"!!

WTF..

Behind the Scene: CommunicAsia 07

Peeka boo~ Gotcha!...

2007-06-29T09:45:00.000+08:00

Well, Last day @ IDA.. Going to move on to HP computers,
Hopefully would be able to get higher dip by next year and degree in next 2 years, Looking foward to it!

Planning to go on holiday with darling, as we meet for a while everyday due to work timing,

I think It's better for us to really spend some quality time together, So I can be with you totally more than just 24hrs a day and not 24 hrs a week..

2007-06-27T12:27:00.000+08:00

Stomach not feelin good~'
Don't feel like moving around,
went out with darling.. have dinner,

My pants dropping, she help me pull up my under wear instead of my pants!!oops

End up feeling like I'm wearing a G-string or something for a while...

2007-06-22T11:57:00.000+08:00

Went to Zouk~~`with baby~' It was almost perfect.. if the night was last forever & she didn't have to go for holiday.
Gosh wish I could hold u forever... cause I don feel like letting go. hee~

BABY Missing!!!
Missing my another self very bady..

3 Days it's killin' me

As I open my eyes and it's torturing to know that I would't get to hear your voice,
further more is that you're not there~~` I'm so completely misery,..

Well finally CommunicAsia is over took alot of pictures haha and emm.. went to Botak Jones for dinner on Friday..

24/06/07

Met darling after work, went to have dinner together, Good times growing more n more and I'm enjoying the joy of this relationship.. =)

I notice darling changing for me, I'm also changing for her too.. hope u notice wee~~

2007-06-18T09:14:00.000+08:00

Went to have dinner with darling on friday, and guess wad~
We ate and ran away without paying LOLz haha (actually we were eating happily and left the shop without realizing that we have't paid for the food, Oh My God) we only realise when we left Far East..

Sunday: darling came down expo to accompany me with work, so sweet of her, really appreciate it.. we took a couple of pictures posting it soon...

2007-06-15T17:33:00.000+08:00

Have dinner with darling yesterday.. hehe crazy girl keep on laughing haha lolz..

Love my life, Hate my job

Going to work for HP invent soon, missing darling like hell..
working late till 10.30 for past 3 days,

super tired to the core

2007-06-07T11:08:00.000+08:00

Sick Ar~~` fever fever,
3 things that makes me really happy,

1. Dearie got a job.

2. Got the cap that we always wanted but only for hers are avail. men sold out =(
I began a search last month 17 places in total for that NIKE Cap but all sold out. Then yesterday just happen to bump into NIKE b.i.r.d. and saw that CAP!!! so I bought it for baby.. feel so happy so fated. abit sad cause mens are sold out.
she so happy when she got it keep on taking photos hahahaa..

nice right~~` ?? haha ofcause la~

3. Got my pay

life ain't perfect, but soon we will k? I know u're trying very hard to understand and be a good gf, I'm trying hard to understand how u feel inside, so we have to take this problems and work it out together ya~ it takes 2.. not just u alone, I'll be there right beside u, no matter how far no matter when. I'll always have u in my heart.

2007-06-04T11:22:00.000+08:00

It's been a while~ Pissed off with my PC.. I Can't log on to my blog nor my friendster!!!! I can't upload pic~ Going Sim Lim 2 get a new hard disk n sattle it once and for all... Great Singapore sale !!! my god, full of item lists!!

Went with baby to sentosa, now my face feel freaking numb.. haha well just wana tell u that, when I'm with u I nv felt tired at all instead i feel Hype~~ haha guess I just miss u too much, We touched... and emm.. nvm..haha..

2007-05-24T09:45:00.000+08:00

I hate my job, I love my life...

I love Thrill, I love being on the Edge, I love playing with Fire,
It's so unlike me recently,
I don't know why, I don't know how.. it ended up this way.
Darn worn off... Feel like I could sleep forever..
I'm tired.. Tired of working..
I need a break!!!!!
A long one...

Went to watch Pirate of the Carribean : at world's end

DAme nice!! 3 long hours of excitement! wahahaha
Anyway I wana get all these before GSS hit.

Globe rare slippers : white

Adidas Ltd. white T with gold print logo..

2007-05-22T15:46:00.000+08:00

Oh my god.. Missing baby like crazy, Wana hold her so tight,
We ate at Serangoon Gardens order so many food!

haha, hope baby could find full time job soon..
I'll go nuts when u go to thailand, I'm so miss u cause I need you to breath hee~

Lose soccer recently, When will my luck come~!!

well anyway, I hope I didn't upset baby too much on P&B
also another thing which we should not talk about.. feelin guilty right now.
I'm sorry, baby I'll quit and won't let you fall on your tears again.

but whatever it might be, we have to move on and be happy with what we have.
We only live once u noe~`" & I'll never leave u"

Saw this nike id online customize shoe dame nice~~~!!!

2007-05-21T11:23:00.000+08:00

I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, stick our toes in the sand
Sitting on the land, laying side by side..

That's what I told, That become reality..
didn't wish to let the time passes by so fast,

Looking back at the messages, time do flies, it's just like yesterday feelin'

Sunday, went to eat Ponggol Nasi Lemak & Kbox after that..

2007-05-17T16:26:00.000+08:00

In faith, I do not love thee with mine eyes,
For they in thee a thousand redefined,
But my heart that loves what they despise,
In despite of view is pleased to devine.

To any sensual feast, with thee alone,
As my heart melt, my feelings do grown,

Shall hurt me not, as I lovers thee,
As thee shall not forget,

Who leaves unsway'd the likeness of a man,
Thy proud hearts slave and vassal wretch to burn.

Only my plague thus far I count my gain,
That she that makes me sin awards me pain

But, love, for now I know thy mind,
Those that can see thou lovest, and I am blind.

Life Like That!

2007-05-17T09:58:00.000+08:00

Don't really feel good this morning,
About last night.. I'm still pissed!

To love someone..
Is accepting for who he/she is..
Nither rich nor poor,
Stay truthful and bring happiness,
Appreciate & Satisfaction in what u have,
Never hope for more cause temptation are roots of all evil..

You said good looks is a bonus..
Own transport is even better..
Protential or non-protential you have to decide
so what's your point?..

It doesn't really bothers me..
cause I'm more then contented with what I had and achieved so far..

Have u ever love someone whole hearted.. Staying by his/her side
even that person had changed or got into accident half body disfunction or left with a leg? and maintain the love that u had also never to give up and not to hurt his/her feeling with those minor hurtful things?

So let me tell you, Even if u r just a low life Admin, or a rich adorable lady, I'll accept for who u r.. even anything unwilling happen to you I'm willing to take care and walk the path with you, you'll always have me in your life,
Life is hard but life without you is even harder.

I won't let you fell into a stage where I was, it's too unbearable..

I hate to bring other ppl into the picture. Cause there's no concern or what so ever,
I don't give a fuck..

It's just me and u so Let the story be this way,Always...
I won't like a person that easily, and I won't say I like a person even as a joke,

what if last night you and me were to switch places, "I don't care if u like that person or not as long as I like!" and if I tell u strait right into your face even if it's a joke!

Tell me how would you feel right now..

2007-05-16T15:06:00.000+08:00

Dame pissed about an Indian guy or what ever race he is( I don't Care)~` Mother F$#@er!!
Dame pissed about earth having a race call Indian.
from the history till now. Indian have always been an "outcast" no matter where they go in the whole wide world, i'm not saying all indians are bad, only 2% are good which is like sperms. production 1:1,000,000

so back to the topic, well they bought this upon themselves can't blame it,
Well hated everywhere. Feel like cutting that Mother fucker body in to 2 and feed the dogs, got real mad~`( do 251 push ups) before i get tired and go to bed.

2007-05-15T15:34:00.000+08:00

Got really bored at work, Dame sleepy~ Hoo~`
Miss you though, thinking about you the whole time.
Just Can't help it..

Browsing trough blogs n see what other design i still could add, cause it still looks pretty plain to me, then came to this particular blog about Tarot cards..

Then I got:

"Hierophant"
Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.
All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.

The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.

http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot
Take the Test to Find Out

2007-05-14T17:26:00.000+08:00

I know it's tough, But It'll never be enough..
As you hold my hand, Trough the hours of sand..
As you were here, I don't wish for it to disappear...
With you by my side, I'll make everything alright...

2007-05-12T18:02:00.000+08:00

I'm missing u as days goes by.. every minutes every hours.
I miss every words you wispered to my ears.. Don't over work alright?
I'm worried about you.. If u got any problem must tell me k~!! I'll always be there for u, For u to have, For u to rely on =) I want you to be happy... Always

1 Month and 6 days: So what?! We're Happy! We're Blessed...

2007-05-11T10:39:00.000+08:00

Finally have the time to blog:

I'm tired, tired of work n tired of everything, feeling so torn..
Feel like i can basically can sleep anywhere...

Wish everything could just stop, I just wana spend my entire time with u...

Went out for supper on tuesday night with sis and my other half
wee~~` yogurt strawberry ice shake...

Last week went to catch Spider-Man 3!!! on May day and Hill have eyes 2 on weekend
Promised darling to bring her to eat pizza nv forget... Hee~~

2007-04-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

If these were to happen, I rather stop this before it happens, Cause I know it's hard to pretend cold towards a person, But It's even more heart breaking if that person feels it and thinking what's going on, and i hate that feelin to the core, cause that ever happens to me, I rather stop working there, since u wanna concentrate and i'm bothering ur mind... If I were to work and you treat me that way I rather choose not to work at all... seriously.. cause it hurts my feelin

2007-04-27T09:58:00.000+08:00

Donuts and smoochies!~ can't belive she actually que at the bloody Donut Factory and came all the way to my place to share some donuts which I'm craving for like... i dono... for a month? finally had it..
Stupid donuts!! make me crave, make u went all the way... but it was worth it.. really touched by what u did.. nearly ate in tears haha... thanks darling, EAT IT WHILE THE QUE STILL SHORT N WHILE IT"S HOT!!!! casue u need to que like minimum of 2 hours or so...

2007-04-23T11:52:00.000+08:00

haha.. It's been ages since I last blog, went so many places,
last tusday army gathering, meet up old friends start to crap all good time for goodness sake,
have BEEF STEAK OMG!! it's so drop dead wonderfood... @ brewerkz... w OSAMA!!

Friday comapany division lunch @ Wun Lok restaurant and what came to my wonder was, "fried Ice-cream" so i like "WTF is that??!" it's actually coconut coated ice-cream and they so a quick deep-fried with the ice-cream so it won't melt.. oh my god, what the hell~~`

Saturday went to JB eating non-stop... bloody hell so many places, bloody tired... HAD RAMEN!!! & my friend hahaLOLZ he "Acting Retard"

Wish you were with me all 3 places, miss her so much...

Sunday went Sim Lim to help the "Slut" fix his laptop...

Chat with you everyday, and I realize i'm being addicted to your voice,
In the past r/s had hurt me in many ways, Me too had hurt others in many ways,
It'll be the first that I'll give you my all, and also the last that I'll give it to anyone..
I will never let you fall...I'll stand up with you forever...
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me away
I know I'll be okay,
as for you till this day...

2007-04-18T15:46:00.000+08:00

~_~{ Donut Fever}

went out with darling last night, enjoy it very much even though I'm tired haha, gray turning into purple and i have no idea what is next, I have no idea what i'll be without you, I'm afraid to know.. and i don't want to know.. just want this to last forever,

Ben and Jerry yeah~~~` after that i was craving for donut for a week!!!
went to grab donut @ vivo, turn out it was only ok ok~`

search high and low finally got the shop name it's "Donut Factory"!!! @ Raffles City, I'll go n buy n give her a surprise....Wee~~~``

Start missing you already...

2007-04-16T21:26:00.000+08:00

Drop dead tired, tons of work, like 360 degrees pined my head, got a bad headach...
stressful work,
wish i could just quit and take a long break, I deserve it.. I want it so bad..

Hardly message her now, cause I was really busy.I know it's not an excuse, I'll make it up to you.

I decided to call instead of message, I just want to hear your voice... I miss it so bad
I miss u badly baby.. I want you to know..
Pls hold me close... and never let go...

You're always in my mind, all the time.
no matter where... no matter when...

2007-04-15T01:04:00.000+08:00

Went to IKEA with darling.. the weather so bloody hot, she got rashes, she felt uneasy, i felt so sad, wish all the rashes should just go away, so i try to cheer her up n make her not to think about it,

had lunch @ IKEA..

this is what i had...

"Don't touch my FOOD!!!"

she looks like angry hamster lolz

2007-04-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

MY boss SUX TO THE CORE~~ BLOODY CURSE U!!! tired of working, so many things to do.
headach,
But after seeing her... all that anger just vanish away,

Rhythm of the rain was never this sweet, the sky would never be so clear till now
I hope to give u the happiness in your life and be the one being right next to you,

Sweetest words that u gave, just like a unsing melody... that comfort my soul...

2007-04-09T09:03:00.000+08:00

This few days have been wonderful, A little sweet & sour, you are the one that adding colors to my life~ Well I knew you're reading YES YOU!! haha.. truely happy, truely appreciated. Life can never be this wonderful..

2007-04-05T11:31:00.001+08:00

OMG OMG OMG~~` Linkin Park NEW Album Coming Soon~ Minutes to Midnight~ May 7 official album release... They're so cool, I'm a die hard Fanatic,, only saw them Once in BKK, Shit~ I wana scream like Italian Living in India~ haha

2007-04-03T13:30:00.000+08:00

The perfect words never crossed my mind,
'cause there was nothing in there but... "you",
I felt every ounce of me screaming out,

All I wanted just span right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the earth,
I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
Without your arms to pull me out,

No... I... won't.. wait.. Forever,

How do you feel, when u r washed n burnt at the same time,
and u sank deeper into the ocen, and feel like fell into a deep..deep sleep n never wake up

The only resolution I see is the misery n discomfort in your eyes,... should I hold u close and tell u that everything gona be ok... or should I just go and left you back from where u have been left in the past, sadness, misery, cold and felt all alone with nothing and uncertainty...

2007-03-30T09:01:00.000+08:00

I wish for someone who can be there for me, someone whom i trust, someone whom i can put my commitment on, but ending up getting hurt. Do u know how it feel? when you cry till there's no more tears left.. crash n burnt till there's nothing left.. million nails pierce trough your heart till it can't be felt..and feeling of love that you could never give anyone again, people say I'm a play boy..well I'm not.. I have my own reason... y should i tell u? ya actually I play with feelings cause I wana to find out the real love and how long it'll last, and loved for who I am but not what i have.. ya you might think it's crazy playing with feelings... but do u ever realize how I've been all this while? pain... that's what I felt... your eyes can't lie... those intense looking, nor mine.. and there'll be someone so right... to heal and to provide... to keep me alive...

2007-03-27T08:59:00.000+08:00

Good Bye Terry~~, WEnt To celebrate with friends, been ages since i last drank, i still can test the liquor in my mouth, feelin giddy and wanted to vormit... that bad... haha did some silly things last night, i couldn't remeber much, all i could remeber is i drank chevas+chilli sorce+water+green tea and cigarette ashes... disgust~~~` AHHHH

2007-03-26T14:18:00.000+08:00

Wish it wasn't true, It's killing me to do
What I gotta do, The problem here is you
Ain't nobody new not even my crew
Could take the place of you...

I'll give u a fantasy that u nv dream,
I'll never gonna lie to u~
this i promise u...

Can't forget your face
as beautiful as morning arrive..

2007-03-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

went to cut my hair~~`guess i'll stay short hair for for a while~~'

Saw Elaine again @ serangoon haha.. getting prettier,

so much for a model like..

2007-03-10T04:29:00.000+08:00

Dame Sianz ahhh~~~~~!! my friend feelin'down so accompany him to esplanade to chill out

haiz.. life... i heard a line saying :

"Only ThE Last lOve of a WoMan CaN Satisfy the FirSt loVe of A maN"

I guess it's pretty true.. came to meet this sieow jaboh name Betty~~`

Meet this friend of mine Jimmy! some how he look like Super Mario to me...

went out to get a pair of shoes and I got TADA!!! My new dunk again.. the Thired Pair

2007-02-20T02:02:00.000+08:00

YO! year of Golden piggy Happy chinese new year~~! hope this new year can make more money most important of all hope i got distinction in my upcoming cert!! well i dono wana take Bech degree or took another Dip.. freaking delima.. and school starting soon haven't go n take my old cert.. sianz so many things to do.. but a enjoyble one compare to army life( it's sucks) came back at 9 am.. freeking shag dame bored nothing to do.. some one cancel her movie! leaving me freaking bored at home atuck to my supper haha

2007-02-15T02:41:00.000+08:00

I was really bored!!.. so i rather prefer staying at home then to go out.. cause I don't nor I can't bear to watch lovely couples having good times on Valentine's day. I dore and bless those couples so i didn't have a partner well ok i don't want to after a few call i got, so I spent my lovely valentine's day at home.. and guess what i sang!! n manage to record it.. after 37 tries cause my finger abit rusty after 3 years of not touching the guitar,, if u wana listen go to this link :http://kureinai666.imeem.com/music/Cmbnqrbq/youre_not_ment_for_me/

2007-01-20T16:09:00.000+08:00

YEAH~~ New job actually Real JOB.. Been slacking almost my whole life.. it's time to get serious..
This is my work... SO GIDDY~~~` IDA Coperate Mangaement Executive...
Comapny Dame BIG!!!! futher more all girls... and i got Phobia about girls... actually if u really know me... i come from boys school in the early days... and when it come to mix schools i really don't talk to girls... so i had a very hard time to get ALONG i'm not acting cool or Hit my head high ok??!! I just SHY and Nervous... GOSH!
this is where i sit and Work!

2007-01-11T18:53:00.000+08:00

Starting work... I'll be gone for a month ~~~~` happy chinese new year~~!! i wana play poker!! or black jack~~` Gamble & Liquid haha

2006-12-29T04:41:00.000+08:00

Enough of all this problematic shit... I gonna give up for now~` whomever it may concern...
sick of involving in something which is not myself... pretending nice which i wasn't good at & putting on a mask when i 'm with u... i'm just not myself and who i really am... i wana be nice to you really but on the other hand i'm really feeling uncomfortable with it.. i am nice to whoever nice to me not that i am bad or anything.. but if u give me a "fuck" face. i'll fuck you into ur fucking face.. basically that's it... ok back to the topic.. If u change into a better person maybe i'll consider truthfully... but since u got back from Aussie you're still the same person never change for the better but worse... this might hurt u but i just DON'T TELL LIES u went to other guys houses and having sex with other people oversea whom u told me they're ur boyfriends~~? yet u still tell me on the phone~~ WTF! went trough ur mind? please for goodness sake.. even in singapore they're not ur boyfriend u still have sex with them basically TRUTHFULLY SPEAKING that's not a very nice thing to do for a girl.. seriously even all MY EX didn't ever never do that... also this make me feel that u 're cheap.. Bitch also a Whore... i don't know i just hate it.. I don't tell u so u won't get upset and i don't regrat saying this and also i kept this for a long time.. my feeling is dead for a long time and i've been hurt enough to see the different between love and commitment,,, Only one person can prove that... only one person can make this pain of mine go away... Love is Forgiveness love is Care love is feeling for one another even the person is so bloody far away... "commitment" Cant u understand...?? Pl i had enough of this nonsence... one simple question that i wana ask u "do u have any dignity?"
i'm not a very good person either but at least i don't backstab i don't lie behind ppl.. i got my dignity and i take my work and life seriously.. i'll care for someone who add life in my cup of coffee cause it's getting bitter as each day goes by... that's all.. new year's coming i hope to no no no... not hope i prefer to be love than to love... that's it... and i'll appreciate that.. truely..."Sa+...Tony
Kid theung+ ter mark jing jing.. law gor rug ter kon diao....korb koon ti ter mee jai hai gub chun.." if u r reading this.. "

Itchy Itchy

2006-12-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

Shit.! my eyes swallon during work and it's reddish.. like my eye balls were made from blood, gosh and itchy~~~~!! So I went home strait at 7 from work, today was incredible for me..
It's been quite awhile since i last update my blog~. The girl that i used to like approched me today and mentioned my name.. Dame! she sound so corny n horny~! I got excited when u touch me!!!!(well usually i'm easily arouse when some one touches me, I'm sensitive handle with care ya) Haha than next i offered her some popcorn " ya the australian popcorn thanks ah Salima"which was buttered instead of salt lovely.. plus she mentioned" I miss you" shit! my heart beat so fast!!!!! and i dono what to do Igot excited for 2nd time.. I don't know it's for real or it's just a joke. But to me that 2 seconds of three words " I miss u " means alot to me and it was not what i expected wheather if it's a joke "i'm Glad to".. ya i do like.. I used to message her good nit3 messages in the past also we did chat alot.. it's like besty but to me now just a common friends feeling after i graduated army period, sorry about the other day at work that u got F@#$ it wasn't on purpose, it's just mis-communication. Ya i amit i still do like u like before and never changes.
People do change, Feeling do change, but commitment still remains no matter how long, and also i did call u out but u r too busy or tired so i kinda lazy to approch anymore cause i know u won't be there.. it's like 90% u would say u can't make it and 10% would be "maybe" so to me it's like 100% "please dont bother anymore" so what u want me to do? If u are still attached could u please tell your boyfriend to go and Die?! cause it's like I'm 10 times better than he is? and love u more then he does?
My the other half came back from Aussie.. we went out n have a good time.. she read my blog Idiot!
Birthday it's good .. but it's getting worse as each year passes by, but not christmas emm... i want a kiss from her for christmas!!!! Y? because this is my December this is my time of the year~~~`

2006-12-10T14:07:00.000+08:00

Last night was memorable for true friends, laughing out loud till my stomach cram twice.. face gone white like a Geisha but no puking lucky me.. close friends are better than new friends.. watching movie and you are too busy? just that u have gig the next day?~~ Can't just drop by for like a while to celebrate? u r driving com on' and u got the bloody cheek expect me to be there to see ur stupid gig? FUCK that~~!! this is what u call friend?! birthday comes only once a year cum on' I'm not Selfish but i'm being Fair& Resonable how tried can it be?" Same to the rest ~tired to come ?MY BALLS!! ccb my bloody friend work 9am- 2 am he still can take cab come n meet me... When u all need help only know how to call me... when i ask u all to come so difficuilt right? nvm Fuck u ALLLLLL~~~~~~~~~~~~` I'll remember !!Some singaporean got no sense of importantcy for friends, some singaporean are Back Stabber, some Singaporean Are just true lair and taking friends for granted & good for nothing.. u know wad? u r no different from the bunglar in ur own country that u guys look down so much, CCB~~`

2006-12-05T18:10:00.000+08:00

Dame bored... today finally off... after working for soooooo long.. haha.. went out to catch movie with my friends...

2006-12-04T02:45:00.000+08:00

Quarrel with my Boss ya... Fuck up job.. now i'm totally piss and bad mood..
My birthday are Coming.. Great i think i'll be sleeping at home.. Wondering if anyone cares~~

why~

2006-11-25T02:48:00.000+08:00

Saw her again!! it's like twice in every year, Gosh! i'm going crazy ~ God why play tricks on me.. that eye sight that you glance to me .. those soft spoken words and those sweet smile that u gave .. i could tell.. you should know.. Faithed to be met but unfaith to be together, now i understand.. it's too painful to watch you from a distance.. every words of you only make my heart beat rapidly.. is it love or is it desire~? that first kiss n that first look.. always do remember.. as a memory..but not reality..

life's bitter` yeah it's true

2006-11-24T12:14:00.000+08:00

I'm so sick of working... feelin really tired wish i could just sleep forever, well birthday n christmas are coming!! yet i couldn't feel any joy.. or reasons to be.. wondering if anyone knows wondering if anyone care~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Work work work!

2006-11-16T02:33:00.000+08:00

start at 6.30 am today cock up my event eventually but everything went smoothly in the end
then staying back late till 1:30 am ya 16hrs of work ! freeking tried WTF can't really feel my hand right now, Bloody KFC pplcan't they just go home n REST~~!!!

Life' Like that

2006-11-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

well back to working life again.. kinda lazy to go n take back my IC, something happen today guess who i saw~~!! Clair GOH yah the FHM girl next door !!! come to my surprise is that she wasn't as tall or wad she's dame tiny little girl~~` but no comments she's hot alright, sweet n cute~

When will i C U?

2005-12-30T18:55:00.000+08:00

i Wish you Could just be there everyday~~~~`

2005-12-26T15:06:00.000+08:00

I know at times I have not been the best,
and there were times that I have failed your tests

There were days when you were oh-so alone,
A couple of sad times with no-one's fault but my own.
I would give you anything I can,
anything at all,I wish I could be there to catch every tear that might fall.

I wish that forever wasn't just a word you say.
I love you, baby, please don't go away.
I may not be your knight in shinning armor, as you see,
but only for you I am being the best I can be.

I love you even more than you know,you never leave me,
you're in my heart wherever I go.
Please kiss me and hold me so tight,
encourage me that things will be all right,

That I am not wrong for loving a person like you
A person who makes all of my dreams come true.
A true person I am, as I always will be,
I have been very stupid lately, please forgive me.

Give me one more chance,
Cause whatever happens I don't ever want to lose you...